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off to tumblr

2010-02-20T08:02:00.000-08:00

blogging full time at http://thepaperhearts.tumblr.com
bye ♥

changing to tumblr

2010-02-20T06:31:00.000-08:00

i miss you
btw i gonna be blogging half time here , changing to tumblr

IAMBORED, WHATEVER :D

2010-02-14T09:57:00.000-08:00

IMISSN422!!!

2010-01-14T05:30:00.001-08:00

multiplication was on yesterday , super sad !
got seperated from some of my buds !!!
awwwwwww ...
will totally miss all you guys in the old N422 !
although , few of my budds is not going be in my cell anymore ..
i am gonna be strong :D

so gonna miss these awesome people !! :
FELI TOH , i will totally miss crapping and going crazy with you !
YU XUAN , i will totally miss calling you bimbotic wugui and making your hair mess (but it still don't , pfft .) !
XIAO JIAO , i will totally miss you the awesome tall one in N422 !
ANDRE , i will totally miss you and your lame jokes !
JING YU , i will totally miss talking to you and you big eyes !
MAY , i will totally miss your "!!:)" in every messages !
CHIN JIE , i will totally miss you and your disturbance !
I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU AND THOSE IN N422 ! <33

loves .

sorry

2010-01-14T05:30:00.000-08:00

i am sorry for loving you ,
leaving both of us hurt ;

love hurts alot;

2010-01-14T02:21:00.000-08:00

you lifted me up so high then you dropped me down , that hurts alot ...

i feel so tired and sick of everything .
for the first time this whole year , life effing suck shyt .
why most all the stupid things come at one time .
if you dont care then shut the freak up .
you spoke so you do care .
if you care , you would do this to me .
saying sorry doesn't help .
it just make me feel that i am in the gulit zone .
so just shut up and no more explaination needed .
i just want you by my side .
right here , right now .

it just hurt of much ; the price i have to pay for doing all this shyt .

SECONDTIMEAROUND

2010-01-05T06:55:00.000-08:00

i am like finally blogging :B
hehs
today was like shyt man :/ chicken backside !
had class election today and SOMEONE was trying to show off but YOU SUCK :D
like seriously you are just trying to show off "how good you are "
so like people will like vote you right ?
but seriously YOU FAILED HORRIBLY :D
i am seriously starting to hate you .
first you stole my friend and you are trying to be aa
since you want to be aa so much ,
might as well wear a hot pink bra and panties and dance in front of the class
even my rubbish make more sense then you :D
after school had to go for art .
i love art BUT i hate sam lim .
pfft . he spoils my mood when it is already horrible .
had the stupid selection test with jayme , evangel and charmaine <3>

my awesome friends :D

we had to draw chairs , how lame can sam lim get seriously .

had an hour to draw that but four of us took like near one and a half hours :D

we were like talking instead of drawing .

crapped like shyt .

nicole ang was like sitting there with us and crapping with us .

i managed to draw the eight chairs in details :D

was like the first one to finish out of the four , my drawing is like shyt :/

and the guys was like very nice but it is shyt drawing how can it be nice ?!

sam lim got totally pissed off with us :B scolded us like crap .

charmaine and i got into art but there is like another selection test . pfft .

waste of my time and i still have to wait for another month to do the test .

jayme and evangel didnt really manage to get in and sam lim told them to draw everyday .

like as if they will do that .

slacked in class for a while then went home with jayme , charmiane , melanie , evangel , chloe .

long day man but i got to miss cca cause of art :D

thinking bout art i am still pissed . pfft .

i am so gonna get a A1 and put it right into sam lim face .

that stupid gay shyt face :B

getting like really tired now , should go sleep :D

going to meet keke and yiyi tomorrow for lunch going to eat sushi tei if i am not wrong :D

sushi tei here i come !

but i will first 'fly' to my bed first :D

loves

two more days till 2010

2009-12-28T08:48:00.000-08:00

today is 29 december yo !
just 2 days away from 2010 !
gonna be busy for this few days .
cant wait for tomorrow !!!!!!!
THANKGIVING YO !
RETRO !
I AM STILL WONDERING IF I SHOULD WEAR THE PINK DRESS .
haha . talking on the phone with CANDICE TAY !
i am bored ! going to meet candice tay to shop !
whoo !
shopping !!!!!!!
going to make my ezlink before going shopping
SHOPPING !!!!!!!!!
ILOVESHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!
WHOO !!!!!!
GOING COUNTDOWN WITH CELL GROUP ON THRUSDAY .
BY RIGHT IS ONLY YUXUAN THE WUGUI , MERYL THE FISHBALL/PIGGY , CANDICE TAY THE BIMBO AND ME THE HAMSTER GOING TO COUNTDOWN ONLY
BUT YUXUAN WENT TO INVITE THE WHOLE CELL GROUP .
BUT IT IS OKAYY !
CAUSE THE MORE THE MERRIER !!!!
CANT WAIT ! WHOOTS !
loves

NAILPOLISHSHOPPING!!!!

2009-12-21T01:42:00.000-08:00

hey hey
so boring today .
woke up super early in the morning just to follow mama to the facial .
and the worst part is that i dont get it to do it and i have to wait for her with my brother !
but after mama's facial , i keep bugging her to go nail polish shopping and she actually agree !
went to REVLON to buy the nail polish i wanted .
and there was a sale !!!
ILOVENAILPOLISHSALES !
buy one get one free :B
i contined my nail polishs shopping and mama went to look for her make up
GOTFOURNAILPOLISH !
one word :
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AWESOME!!!!

heh , got my nail polishs !
only 21.80 for FOURREVLONNAILPOLISH !
WHOO ! so cheap !
i wanted to get Sally Hansen INATA-DRI but mama said i bought a lot already ..
BUTITWASONLYFOUR!!!!!
anyway ...
went to Cotton On .
SOTEMPTEDTOBUYEVERYTHINGTHATILIKE !!!!
but got dragged away by my stupid brother .
now i know why they are called brother
cause they are such a
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BOTHER ! :B

came home went online and chatted with
FELI TOH
for like two hours .
crapped alot but also had quite a heart to heart convo .
and there was this part :
JORDON IS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!
by me obviously :D
hahaha .
crapped and crapped till we started talking about what to wear for thankgiving
that is very hard to chose .
EIGHTIES !
what to wear , what to wear .
i am still thinking .
umm ~
i shall stop blogging and procede to my thinking !
loves

deep thoughts

2009-12-17T10:26:00.000-08:00

heyhey , i cant sleep so i decided to blog .
it is now 4 am .
dead tired but just lying on my bed make it worst .
there is just never ending things racing through my mind .

to _______ :

i was thinking , MAYBE just MAYBE ...

i made a wrong choice putting you in my "best friend" list ,

you wasn't there or me when i needed a shoulder to cry on .

okayy , maybe only THAT ONE TIME ...

BUT ..

you wasn't there when i needed your help the most .

BUT ...

i was always there for you when you needed me .

lending you a shoulder to cry on .

listening to your end-less complain bout my best friend ...

maybe i am just being used by you when no-one was there for you .

BUT

have you ever thought of my feelings ?

i don't think so .

i thinki am just stupid enough to trust you and regarded you as my "best friend"

you will never change ..

a years age , we went through the same things .

you promised you would change .

true enough .

you did .

BUT ...

you are back to your same old self now .

maybe i should even think that you are worthy of my presence .

i only have two words for you :

WAKE UP

it is really time to wake up , if you continue doing this you might just lose it all .

i am just so disappointed .

i dis-regard you as my friend from now .

since , in your eyes i was just a toy that you can make use of .

i'm in lalaland

2009-12-17T10:06:00.000-08:00

hey hey , i am blogging again !
AT 12.30 AM !
i just painted my nails !
you guys must think i am crazy , painting my nails at 2 plus am .
well ..
I DONT GIVE A DAMN , cause it is MY life !
i am now sitting here on my bed waiting for
CANDICE TAY to call me !
crazy right talking on the phone during wee hours .
BUT that is just ME ! :D

heartbroken ;

2009-12-16T03:58:00.000-08:00

finally blogging , camp was awesome . had lots of fun !

but seriously not mood to update all about camp .
but this :

during women's meeting ,
God spoke to me telling me to give everything up inculding you .
i had no choices but to give you up thinking that everything will come as God planned
but didnt know it will be that hard .
seven years is seriously a very long time ,

i really wonder if i can survive throught that period of time .

and you have such a great timing .

why must it be after that day then you tell me ,

things could had been different if you are just one day early

but i couldnt blam you cause i , myself , didnt had that courage

that tiny little courage that i lack could just change everything but

it is all too late now .

i have no one to blame not even God

cause i know this is for the better .
better for you and me .
i have no choice but follow what God wants me to do .

i know , this would happen but not so soon

but it is all over now .

it is hard for both you and me but

remember ,

God has planned way before us .

all we have to do is follow what He says .

i will miss you and those days we had .

but remember God has plans for you and me ...

i will remember you and still love you , AS A FRIEND .

nothing more than just a friend .

2 more days to CAMP !!!!!!!!!!! WHOO ~

2009-12-08T04:06:00.000-08:00

hey hey ! the AWESOME is back !
whoo ~ as you can see , i am high-ing here !
it is officially TWO freaking more days to camp ! whoo ~
went to toa payoh police there to report my missing wallet :(
I MISS MY WALLET ! esp the money inside !
whoever picked up my wallet and use my TWO HUNDRED BUCKS and SEE MY UGLY EZLINK PHOTO !!!!!!!
IF YOU DID ONE OF THIS TWO ; WAIT TO BE HUNT DOWN !
MUAHAHAHAHA !
I WANT MY WALLET :(
-cry and cry and cry and cry ( this might take a while) and cry and cry ... -

had a AWESOME week so far besides the part when I LOST MY WALLET .
pfft .
MY WALLET !!! D:
i got grounded cause of my stupid wallet .
ANYONE WHO FOUND IT , RETURN IT INTACT OR DIEEEEE !!!
and thanks for finding my beloved wallet :D

anyway , put up a song in my blog :D
kayy
maybe not a song but a video BUT IT IS STILL AWESOME !
ILOVETHE SONG
thanks sean ryan for reminding me :D
we were talking about songs and he reminded me of this song !
the start is stupid but the whole song is AWESOME !
the starting goes like like : what what what what what did you say ~
:D
hahaha

I TOTALLY CANT WAIT FOR CAMP !! WHOO ~
oh yeah , just remember that the day i am going for camp is the day my mama and papa coming back from the US bussiness trip :D
hope they bought POP TART , even they didnt ..
i saw POP TART at fairprice :D
i can buy it in singapore now !
- happy ! -
super tired , had a long and boring day . gotta go rest :)

toodles

start of a timeless story

2009-12-03T05:48:00.000-08:00

i am finally blogging after so long . i am so bored , wasnt able to go out today :( super sad . it has been like near 1 week ever since i last shopped . was suppose to meet before him before he goes to malaysia and nicole chan after her movie today but sadly , i am down with a stupid fever . stayed at home for the whole day . watched gossip girl just now , my weekly dose of entertainment . and just when i was typing this , i found out i chipped my nail . great , just great . today is just not my day . super sad . i miss all the people from 2/8 '09 . i miss you guys like crazy . hope we can have another class outing again . super tired must be the medication working on me . i better go rest now , or else someone will freaking scold me .

loves
i miss you so much , boy . see you tomorrow <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ...drum roll PAPA ! :D

2009-11-24T03:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PAPA :D finally after five years , he is finally in singapore so that we can celebrate his birthday . so sad right ? went to some place to eat , cant remember what is the stupid name of the place cause it is so stupid . took lots of pictures but SOMEONE didnt allow me to post it up cause all his photos was umglam . *to SOMEONE : TOO BAD ! i am still gonna post it up soon , i hope . :/ yeah ! SOON ! right after i find the stupid USB cable . * anyway just this morning i got scolding from my mom cause when i was watching gossip girls season 3 that my brother helped me downloaded . my mom started creeping up on me and she saw my cuts . just great . got scolding for the whole 20 minutes . but at least she didnt regret letting me go for water bapt . and like my cuts are not that obvious anymore , so yeah . anyway , talking bout water bapt , i asked mirabel to help me print it and going to let my dad sign and *poof* here is me with my signed water bapt form ! it is kinda weird but surprising that my parents actually allowed me to go the first time i asked them . awesome :D but i kinda forgotten when is water bapt but i cant wait for it :DDDD WHOOTS~ happy ! i am getting kinda tired so i think i better go rest
toodles~

I AM AWAKE CAUSE OF RACHEL LIM

2009-11-21T11:27:00.000-08:00

i am still awake due to the fact that rachel wants me to go online or she will freaking kill me . i feel so tired *yawns* i dont think i am gonna get any sleep tonight . super tired . talking crap now cause my brain is still kena screwed up . nicole ang is saying that she is going to log off but till now she is still not doing it . hahaha . retarted . tsk tsk . i need to get some sleep . tsk tsk . oh no , i am feeling more and more hungry . nah nah . *stomach growls* i need food , anyway it is gonna be morning soon then i will rush down to market there to buy food :B wahahaha . i am so clever . oh yeah , i was thinking that maybe i should stop cutting myself just cause i am pissed off or whatever shit . thou must relax and think of my core of my life . hahaha . i shall stop blogging and go get some sleep since nicole ang and rachel already left . *runs to bed in a slow mo way . hahaha *

i am bored

2009-11-20T01:50:00.000-08:00

went to work yesterday . whoots ~ i counted how much i have earned so far and i have already got four hundred plus ! awesome :D imagine if i am working full time and not part time , BIG MONEY BABY ! whoots ~ after work yesterday , met my brothers and mel went swensens , ordered a cookie monster . when eating , mirabel sent me a message that almost had me spilt the cookie monster at my brother . good job mirabel . mirabel what you told me was the event of the year man ! hahahas . got to go for cell group soon ~
toodles loves